At
the centre of the theatre was a long, narrow bench above which were
an array of screens. At the head end of the bench was a heavy scanner
on a semi-circular tracker. I was laid upon the bench which, for a
change, was actually comfortably long enough to support my elongated
frame. Four or five nurses buzzed around me, fixing a drip to the
cannula in my left arm, attaching numerous electrodes for an ongoing
ECG, placing my right hand beneath my buttock and then, all needed
preparations completed, sliding a long, lime green, paper sheet over
me.
I
looked up at the ceiling where someone had thoughtfully provided an
impressionistic scene of Epping Forest, canada geese wondering around
a muddy pond. The nurses chatted reassuringly as they busied
themselves with a multitude of tasks. Finally, Dr. Amersey came in
and briefly went over once more the likely sequence of events.
Normally, he explained, they would consider using an artery in my arm
to gain access to the arteries around the heart but, in my case, the
tubing that was normally utilized may prove too short for the task so
they were proposing going in through the femoral artery in the groin.
All
I could remember of the femoral artery was what I knew from reading
Hemingway’s ‘Death in the Afternoon’ as a teenager. The femoral
artery was the one place that the bullfighters in the book feared
being gored as, once severed, the flow of blood tends to be both
immediate and copious.
I
was injected with a couple of shots of lignocaine to numb the site.
To some extent it was successful but, even so, as the needle was
slipped beneath the skin in the proximity of the inguinal lymph
nodes, I began to experience some degree of discomfort. I tried to
grin and bear it, focussing my attention on the meandering geese on
the ceiling, but my efforts were doomed to failure as I winced from
the pain.
“Would
you like some sedative?” asked the concerned Dr. Amersey. An
emphatic “Yes” was my reply. As a guy, the general expectation
seems to be that one should put up with a degree of discomfort
without moaning and, in general, I am pretty OK with that but... one
also needs to know one’s limitations! A nurse was instructed to
feed some anti-emetic into the cannula, mercifully followed by a dose
of diamorphine. The familiar, slightly woozy, feeling flooded through
my body quickly followed by the relaxing effect of the drug.
Every
now and then I would receive the instruction to ‘relax.’ As you
can readily imagine this was, in practice, much easier said than
done! The procedure is not the most relaxing process in the first
place but having someone slide a needle up through your groin and
into your femoral artery would not be the first choice on my list as
a way to relax. Still, I did as much as I could and tried to focus my
mind on the pastoral scene above my head.
In
time, and with a degree of difficulty, the needle was in place and a
wire was passed up through the arterial system destined for the
vicinity of my heart. I could scarcely make out anything that the
doctor was doing as he worked behind a thick perspex screen designed
to give him some level of protection from the radiation emitted by
the fluoroscope. The surgeon also wears a leaded jacket designed to
offer a further level of protection. As a patient you have no such
defences but, hopefully at least, one is only exposed to the x-rays
for the relatively short amount of time involved in the procedure.
The
time came to inject the dye; I was warned that I might feel a little
pressure at this point. I looked across to the screens above and to
my left. Strange to see the motion of the blood and dye around one’s
own arterial system. The images were very clear though, as was the
problem that Dr. Amersey pointed out. One artery barely seemed able
to allow blood to flow through it at all. He explained that now we
were in this position, probably the best thing to do would be to
immediately go ahead with an angioplasty. This involves place a
stent, a small metal tube, inside the affected artery in order to
hold back the atheroma (area where the artery has narrowed) and allow
blood to pass through freely once more. He explained that although
the procedure had a certain level of risk he believed that in this
case it was the only sensible alternative.
I
nodded my assent. I will admit I was not overly keen to undergo such
a procedure but the alternative seemed even worse. It was explained
to me that I would feel some pressure as the stent was put in place.
The doctor asked for a length of what appeared to be plastic tubing
and a stent of a certain size. Within a couple of minutes the process
had started and he delicately, and very skilfully, pushed the stent
into the affected artery.
Once
again, I was told I may feel some pressure in the chest and, sure
enough, within a few seconds, I did. It felt somewhat like having the
heart attack all over again, maybe not quite so intense but really
quite similar. The doctor and one of the nurses began to count in
unison: “Going up, 2,4,6,8,10,” each confirming the other. This
count is performed as air is pushed into the balloon that is inside
the stent. Inflating the balloon causes the cage-like structure of
the stent to expand. Whilst this is occurring though, there is a
considerable build up of pressure in the chest. I could feel my
temperature going up and was aware of a certain faintness. I was
given the chance to rest for a second and then the count started once
more: “Going up, 2,4,6,8,10,12…hold at 12.” The pressure was
quite high at this point but, finally, it was done. The stent was in
place.
There
was some discussion taking place between the doctor and a couple of
nurses but I could not quite make out what was troubling them. A
minute or two later, Dr. Amersey appeared from behind the perspex
screen, his expression an odd mixture of satisfaction at a job well
done and yet clearly a little concerned at one and the same time. It
was one of those “Do you want the good news or the bad news?”
moments.
“Well”
he announced, “that went very well. The stent is in place and it
looks to have settled in well but, unfortunately… ”
I
had some idea what was coming but let him continue.
“…as
we carried out the procedure, one of the nurses noted a second
arterial blockage. With your permission, I would like to go ahead and
attempt to put a second stent in place.”
It
was an odd moment for me. On the one hand I had thought that the
procedure had finished and I had survived relatively intact, there
was some sense of relief in this thought and to be told that this was
not yet the case was not exactly what I wanted to hear. On the other
hand, if there was a second blockage, I should be grateful to the
nurse for being so attentive. There was no other sensible choice
really, I gave my permission and even thanked the nurse who had
noticed the problem.
The
second one seemed more intricate than the first. Once more I was
warned of the change of pressure, once more I felt this in my chest.
The balloon holds back the arterial flow so it is scarcely surprising
that pressure would result. For my part, I was just about exhausted
at this point. The heart attack had generally left me somewhat
weakened and this kind of continuous stress is quite difficult to
bear uin that state.
As
the pressure built up in my chest I found that I could not bare to
look at the screens any more and instead focussed my attention on the
red headed nurse standing at the back of the theatre, looking on
attentively. In a normal sense, staring in such a way may have been
perceived as quite rude but from my point of view consciously and
quite deliberately distracting my own attention in those moments
really helped.
I
heard the now familiar counting in the background, felt the pressure
building, was aware that my head was swimming a little and aware of
the desire that this should all be over soon. For now, I had had
enough.
A
few brief minutes later, Dr. Amersey once more appeared from behind
the perspex screen. He looked hot, a little flustered even, but
elated. He confirmed that the stent was in place and, as far as he
could tell, it had all gone as well as could be hoped. I looked
across to the clock, nearly two hours had passed, and back to Dr.
Amersey. He appeared tired and a little drawn now.
“Are
you OK?” I asked.
“Back
is aching a little,” he explained, ” these leather jackets weigh
you down over time.”
I
felt and expressed my gratitude to him. A wave of emotion, relief for
the most part, rose up within me. I could scarcely speak. A nurse had
to hold a plug in place in the femoral artery for some minutes. This
was painful but the pain was of a type that was easier to bear.
I
knew the worst was over, for now...
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